Back home there is that feeling for most people that, “as much as I don’t want too I need to go to school”, this feeling will generally push people out of bed in the morning, maybe with a little help from Mom. I know I never missed a day of school unless I had other activities that cut into school time, but I never fake sick, or just decide not to go. That, and there is always my mom around pushing me up and out of bed.
Here though that “need” to go to school is gone, there is no one pushing me, all that’s left is “I don’t want to go to school”. In other words deciding not to go to school in the morning, just became a whole lot easier. That choice is largely based on what is more comfortable my bed or my desk, as I just sleep through the day anyway.
During the week I go to school maybe 3 out of 5 days, this week in particular looks like a 2 day week, there is just no pull and no push at home. My host father who drives me to school, would rather not as it adds about 30 min to his drive to work in the morning, so if I choose not to go, he does not care.
It makes me realize why kids that don’t have that unmovable force at home, to pull them out of bed, miss a lot of school. It makes me grateful to my mother, who at 6:40 in the morning will fight with me, until I move and get up, she’s not kidding around either.
I know at 6 am my brain cannot comprehend how boring the day will be if I don’t go to school, even if yesterday was beyond boring.
Here’s to decisions at 6 am
Lia

























































